Gots the Giggles

So I have a crush on this handsome individual and don't know what to do besides giggle. How silly and pathetic, a grownhash lady like myself catching the giggles like we back in highschool. But i can't help it and i don't know what to do.

I could text him and be like "hey, you me and bed right now" but besides from the fact that anonymous would kill me and the fact that the text would probably be forwarded to everyone in his phone, it's just not me nor my style. PLUS, i am doing good with the celibacy thing....until i read Zed's or Chubby's or....(yall know who you are)pages. Then i be wanting to run out and invest in a Rabbit or find me a MAN. A real one this time. Luv is not an option, even though he be pressing hard as of late. Peeps always want something after it's gone. He needs to be pressing hard to take care of MY CHILD.


But, i really do like him. (the crush) He is on my mind non-stop as of late. I just don't know what to do partially because i can't read him. I guess what i am really looking for is an ego booster. I want him to be interested in me because i am interested in him...i want him to tell me that he sees the sexiness in me...in the new me. I just don't know how to approach the situation.

I don't want to scare him away cuz we have a really cool relationship right now. But i don't want to be logged into the "just friends" category either. i have to find a middle ground with the situation or i am going to lose out on my chance to advance to the next level or lose a very valuable friend.


i don't like not feeling sure of myself. even though it let's me know that i am alive because before, i didn't feel anything and didn't care. but now i am so self-conscious when he's around, which in turns makes me giggle, which in turn makes me look like a loon.


I don't want to look like a loon...help, please.