i'm going down

so i am thinking about the choices we make...
u know God gave us free will to make must of our own choices
he didnt' allow us to choose our race or our sex...
hmmph. ... but you can't tell these folks that

but now i am off on a tangent...
i have made some bad choices in my life..
i couldn't see the trees for the forest...
but its okay.... i will do better
i gots to do better or i will
most surely die

my world

my world is so strange...
i live in constant pain and anger
i never have asked why
cuz i am afraid what the answer may be
i just keep pushing on
i just keep a smilin
maybe one day my day will come
one day i will find that pot of gold