i hate u, but i love you

it doesn't make sense
the back and forth
seems nobody ever gonna win
the pain seems like it subsides
like the tides hitting the shore, but
something always stirs it back up again


simply put, i must walk away
i can't be Lot's wife
and long for the things that have to end
time and space
or space and time
it doesn't seem to make a difference
my heart beats the fastest for you