My big girl drawls ain't working

*warning this will be tmi*

so i have been having this problem for some years now but it's getting worse.
i bleed through my clothes and well it's too the point where i just want to call in sick...
but seeing that i don't get sick leave and bills have to be paid..i go to work. but it's really pointless because i spend most of the day in the bathroom.. and the time not in the bathroom i spend watching the clock so i will know when i should be rushing to the bathroom
and let me tell you that i have tried everything.

i mean on most days i am equipped with 3 pairs of drawls tights 2 pairs of shorts and at least 2 pairs of pants... this is what i wear not what i take with me and trust me when i say that it never fails that i always wish i had put on another layer of protection because i get up and my seat is red. good thing my seat is now leather because i can just spray and wipe ( no scrubbing necessary)

so today i am just feeling just so thru..massah keep talking about nothing...and then he wants to get mad when he realizes that i am not listening to him. so i decide to email Always and tell them about my plight.. tomorrow i will email another and another and another one until somebody starts sending me free pads or something for my trouble.. i mean pads aren't cheap and seeing that they aren't working for me i think that they should just give them to me free.

okay that's the end of my rant.. but please do email/comment if you have any suggestions on what i can do to prevent any more leakage incidents.

****update***

so the IL welfare peeps called me and seems like they are willing to help my mother with childcare and financial assistance if she takes the baby/babies. maybe this will prompt my sister into tellling what/where the infant is.... i will keep praying and you all keep me in your thoughts


one luv